Life is crazy and maybe I am too…

So the last month has been crazy and believe it or not the next month will be even crazier. Work has gone into overdrive and I had to take time away from my main job to go be a camp counselor for 5-7 year olds for two days, which was a trying time. A friend from home came to visit. My sister came and stayed with us for a week. I wrote almost 20 pages of curriculum for work and created more work for myself for the rest of summer because I am a genius. I also joined a committee at work but mostly just the work aspect and none of the ceremonial aspect.

I’ve been really stuck reading lately but… Amazon Prime can now connect with the Cast which has totally changed the entertainment game has changed in our apartment. I finally finished the Expanse Season 1. It was so good! However, continuing on is hard because it is a show I really need to focus on. Unfortunately this is not always what I want at the end of a long work day. So I’ve just been kinda vegging out after work which puts me in a weird head funk a lot.

Coming up, we are figuring out the vacation days we are taking for the rest of the year as we have to take holidays super early. Figuring out joint holidays is rough. We also may be moving in the next month because of an almost plumbing accident and bad timing. We weren’t planning on moving for the next year and is a whole finicky can of worms I’m not ready to deal with but also currently dealing with. The work is getting real and I am taking on more responsibility than I had anticipated. I can’t tell if it’s all the heat wave or responsibility or the vegging or just my anxiety getting so much worse but my mental health hasn’t been in the greatest place lately.

However, both my and my partner’s birthdays are coming up in the next 5 weeks. I am mostly working from home in the next month and finishing a lot of projects soon and hopefully I will feel much better in the coming weeks as things are wrapped up. I plan on grounding myself in writing and the N.E.W.T readathon. Hopefully things get less crazy and  I feel so much better.

Wish me luck moving forward.


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